From what I've been told, by close friends and relatives, I've become more solemn. I've been trying very hard these past months to involve myself with other people and surround myself with friends to help the time seem less lonely.
Alas, I always knew it was just a matter of time before I would let the depression sink back into my heart. I've been asking myself when the pain will go away? When will it not hurt anymore? But it seems that whatever I do, however much I try, the lump still weighs heavy on my throat.
The blog helps, I suppose. Of course, we all know that blogs are merely online diary entries. But so help me I hate sounding like a heart broken, fucking, stupid, idiot on mine! This can't be normal, at least not for me?
photo courtesy of For Me, For You blog, it made me laugh.
2 comments:
i just want your extra time.
you got it dude.
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