among the many lists of things to do I made my way to the supermarket yesterday. upon check out i glanced down at the items i was about to purchase, i instantly felt a little sad because all the of the objects in my cart were only that of cleaning supplies and cat litter. i drove home, fed my cat and sat down and began to relax. I have to except that this is who i am, someone who became lonely. And God help me I've never been good at being lonely.