i did something brave today. i saw tony. i had to go pick up mimosa to take her to my new apartment. (which i'm way too scared to sleep in by myself) She's brave. i know i'll be ok if she's there. anyway. i was so ready to get out of the house that i didn't get to thank him for watching her. but i'll tell him someday. it's so hard to look at him. good thing venessa was there too. whew!